Home and Beyond

When I was deciding which college to go to, all I was looking for was a decent college which has to be far away from my home. At that time, I was so desperate not want to see and live with my parents. I just wanted to get rid of the feeling of home and be a wanderer. Though I was sad when I broke with her, I was not totally heartbroken. I felt relief at the moment too. The apartment she lived with her sister was so cozy and homey.

Did their apartment remind me my own home? Did I really piss off because she did not come with me to watch the show? Did I actually not want to settle down at that time?